Can I tell you
I am feeling Blue
with a very distinct shade of green!
there is a part of me that knows that I should leave my group but
my ego is not allowing it to happen easily
It is so stressful to me
it is my group!
I see such good things for this group
and I have to give it up.
Though there is so much work to be done and my brain is busting.
I feel like just going in a hole with my television.
So I have just not made any sense but it feels good to let this little bit of nonsense out