I am learning more and more over time that I have a few flaws… okay quite a few flaws. And one of the chief flaws which lines up right there along with stubbornness and argumentativeness is I think pride.
Pride in this way-I find it so hard to ask for things. Specifically I find it hard to ask people to do things for me or to give me something or lend me something.
I get sick to my stomach when I think of it.
I have had to step out of myself more and more recently because I have needed to rely more on others than I normally would. Suffice it to say my head hurts alot these days.
But it is getting better.